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I am 20 years old and very mature for a 20 year old so when I have to encounter a group of caddy little bitches that act like we’re 6 again, i just don’t know what to do. I was at a jewelry party last night with some family and close family friends. While there, the three girls my age wouldn’t talk to me. Every time I would try to start a conversation the girls would turn their heads and talk to someone else. Its not that I really like these girls and want to be friends so that didn’t hurt my feelings so bad. Then all three of the girls walked by me arm in arm laughing. Not one looked at me, nor invited to go out and sit on the deck with them. I felt like I was back in elementary school. Never once did I do anything mean to these girls, they just decided to be bitches. I can handle them not talking to me but walking right by me? that’s just plane rude. I don’t like them but at least i have the common manners to be polite. Like sorry girls didn’t know we were back in middle school …. bitches..
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So I met this guy (Preston) a little over two weeks ago and I really like him, LIKE like him. He’s funny, sweet and cute, everything girls look for in a man. I know its still early but i can see myself marrying this man. I was talking to a friend about him who obviously saw just how much I liked Preston. He said “your eyes sparkled when ever you talked about him”. I liked that, though it was sweet because thats how i feel. I like this guy more then i have ever like a man in my life. As i was telling my friend this all he kept say was “your in deep”. Here I am happier then I have been in years and hes tellin me to slow it down because I’m just going to get hurt again. All the happiness drains from in within seconds and I’m all nervous. I don’t want to get hurt. Do i need to slow it down? Am i moving to fast? I’m freaking out now! i went from being the happiest girl in the world to being the most scared! I can’t stop thinking if I am taking it to fast. I was so much happier before i talked to him. I’m bummed now :(
